Finding my way through the blinding darkness, guided by my loving but damaged beating heart, I am a soulless dreamer and no one can take that away, i may always be young at heart but life gradually pushes you backward into dread filled moments that you would rather lose memory off than allow you to gracefully pass into the blinding hot light of untouched happiness….I wish that was not the case my fellow but loyal reader but that’s my joyless prospective on life so far…
Monthly Archives: July 2013
Wolf
Sometimes I can feel the savageness of a wolf crawl around graciously underneath my supple skin,I must confess its not always worth embracing such a creature since a lone savage wolf is a lonely depressed wolf but when you have the piliferous face of a savage unjust beast roaming the deserted planes of your soul and staring out into the inglorious abbess of the human anatomy, it makes you want to become the savage ruthless animal and take off into the obscure deep depths of the nite covered by the blinding moon….
Loneliness can seep through you
Minute after minute, second after second I can hear my empty,heavy heart beat on. I like moments of silence but I much more enjoy the company of my friends, since they are there for me but now I’m a lone solider in a blood filled war against undecided fate of my future, At times I must confess that my immoral loneliness seeps thro my hard but soft outer shell and temps my mind with easy committed suicidal thoughts, that would allow me to escape the horrific pains of this world, end my heavy emotional suffering and leap into the unknown next….hopping for a better future than the disgraceful present
