Time is worthless if you are continually alone and confined to your disheartened thoughts, time is slow and lifeless as life itself if you have no one to spend it with to then create those ever lasting memories, time is slowly going away drop by drop into the darkened hole of regret and remorse, too much time is wasted on doing the unnecessary things like sleeping too much and mindlessly surfing the web. Time can be precious to some, time is unknown to others but I don’t know how much time I have left but each day is getting slower and slower…..where it might eventually reach a stop

Finding my way through the blinding darkness, guided by my loving but damaged beating heart, I am a soulless dreamer and no one can take that away, i may always be young at heart but life gradually pushes you backward into dread filled moments that you would rather lose memory off than allow you to gracefully pass into the blinding hot light of untouched happiness….I wish that was not the case my fellow but loyal reader but that’s my joyless prospective on life so far…