Minute after minute, second after second I can hear my empty,heavy heart beat on. I like moments of silence but I much more enjoy the company of my friends, since they are there for me but now I’m a lone solider in a blood filled war against undecided fate of my future, At times I must confess that my immoral loneliness seeps thro my hard but soft outer shell and temps my mind with easy committed suicidal thoughts, that would allow me to escape the horrific pains of this world, end my heavy emotional suffering and leap into the unknown next….hopping for a better future than the disgraceful present