Finding my way through the blinding darkness, guided by my loving but damaged beating heart, I am a soulless dreamer and no one can take that away, i may always be young at heart but life gradually pushes you backward into dread filled moments that you would rather lose memory off than allow you to gracefully pass into the blinding hot light of untouched happiness….I wish that was not the case my fellow but loyal reader but that’s my joyless prospective on life so far…